i just want to wreak out!

i am always in a bad mood this few days..
i know the reason that i am moody..
but i cant avoid my self from that.. yes,i cant!
i know that i am silly enough, but i have to be silly...
because that is the only way that i can numb my self, not to think all those unhappy thing...
maybe i not really suit for that..
because every single time when i involved my self in that,
the only feeling that i can tasted,
is just suffer...
suffer and suffer...

sometime.. i wish i can stay away from all those thing...
stay away from suffer...