i am the one who choose this way...
now, i already make the decision,

there is no way back anymore..
life is not a game, once you choose, then you have to go on...

there is no way back or return in the road of life...

what i can do is, keep moving on..

stop emo-ing...

clear my mind, and create a new start....

finally i found the ans...

and there is the ans what i expected...

it is just so unbelievetable...

i'm just smooth when i heard the ans..

now, i have 3 months of time..

is time for me to reflecting, and adjust my self

after 3 months...

i want start with a brand new me...

finally the day has come,
i think it is time to wreak out everything ,

and find the answers already.

not much thing to wrote here actually,
but i just want to say..
if it is not the end yet..
then , pls let this continue..

god bless me~~

其实我并不开心。。。

才发觉，原来

开心时喝酒，

快乐会放大两倍；

不开心时喝酒，

痛苦却会放大十倍！

那种滋味，

这辈子我都不想再尝试了！

为什么痛苦会持续呢？

是对现实的无能为力，

还是自己的心不肯放过自己？

真的很讨厌这样的生活，

能不能都忘了呢？

decision

I love you...
since a year ago...

this feeling have been keep refreshing and refreshing on my mind,

everyday...

i want to be together with you...

but no matter how i tried,

there is always a big distance between you and me..

after a year of tried, i found that,

i cant step forward anymore...

a single communication will never makes the thing work.

enough,

even through, that is not the ending that i wish to see..

but enough already..

everything stop here...

时间，真的可以让一切都淡化，

时间久了，自然就不再痛了；

时间久了，就连回忆也开始模糊了。

嘛。。。

这样也好，人不能总站在原点；

挣扎了这么久，也是时候该向前走了。