其实我并不开心。。。

才发觉，原来

开心时喝酒，

快乐会放大两倍；

不开心时喝酒，

痛苦却会放大十倍！

那种滋味，

这辈子我都不想再尝试了！

为什么痛苦会持续呢？

是对现实的无能为力，

还是自己的心不肯放过自己？

真的很讨厌这样的生活，

能不能都忘了呢？

decision

I love you...
since a year ago...

this feeling have been keep refreshing and refreshing on my mind,

everyday...

i want to be together with you...

but no matter how i tried,

there is always a big distance between you and me..

after a year of tried, i found that,

i cant step forward anymore...

a single communication will never makes the thing work.

enough,

even through, that is not the ending that i wish to see..

but enough already..

everything stop here...

时间，真的可以让一切都淡化，

时间久了，自然就不再痛了；

时间久了，就连回忆也开始模糊了。

嘛。。。

这样也好，人不能总站在原点；

挣扎了这么久，也是时候该向前走了。